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Gross
These two girls behind me today called me gross, not just gross, but “ew… SO gross, G. R. O. O. S. I mean I don’t care what some high school girls that can’t spell gross think about me. But I still feel so terrible. My self-esteem has never been so low. Even though I’m more depressed now, I am actually going to care about my calories again, I’m going to start wearing makeup, touch up my roots, do my nails, get a facial, and prove to everyone why I won best dressed, with the body to wear the clothes. Even if I destroy myself, I will be pretty when I am dead.
I am new here. All I want in life is to be skinny, it’s all I think about. Lately I’ve been slacking, so I made this to give some inspiration and motivation. This is personal. But strictly anonymous. I’m not fat. I’m normal. Maybe bigger than normal. And I’m starting again to care about how I look. Mostly to myself. Let’s start again. A new beginning. Beautiful albeit sick and unhealthy.
